Thinking

Just thinking about everything. Hope it turns out okay. That's all.

A Place?

I can't seem to find my place lately. I am like a roller coaster. Up one minute and down the next. Old emotions are stirred up and its back to square one. There is only one place in which I know I fit right now and that is being a great father to my daughter. She really completes me and it makes everything else go away and I am so grateful for my little girl.

Today

I'm not sure if anyone reads this blog anymore but I just wanted to say have a good day and I hope all is well with you on the other side of the spectrum. Take Care all.

Life

Life certainly has its ways of teaching and learning. You go through it thinking you know exactly how it will turn out and obstacles and setbacks happen that throw you for a loop. I don't think things in life happen for a "reason" per se, because that defies logic and reason, but I think things happen because we make them happen, for good and for bad. In the midst of craziness and disaster, your mind becomes crystal clear. I'm not sure exactly why or how that happens but things become so real that it's almost divine, if there were such a thing. You only live your life once and things happen in life, people come and go, situations arise and you really have to take everything as a learning experience and keep your head up and be grateful for the constants in your life. The permanent things in your life. I know when things are dire you really feel you are at a dead-end and you feel you don't know why or how this could have happened but think of your life and if it hadn't have happened. Are you a changed person because of it? Did you learn something? The answer is yes. Never could you say that you didn't experience that. Be thankful for the things in your past that made you happy, never forget them, and don't be afraid of the future, because things will make you happy in the future as well. Have a good day.

It says a thousand words

2009

2009 is almost here and I hope it brings me better fortune than did 2008. I can only think of one thing in this entire existence of mine that could possibly make this new year be a "happy" new year but I can hope and wish in one hand...

For you

.

She believes in me like I've been tryin' to do
I'm seein' things I've never seen before
Ever since you came into my life I've been a better man

Run, Run, Run, I was running scared
Always lookin' for a place to leave
And I couldn't seem to find where I belonged
Until she took my hand


We can make this work out Baby, I know it's true
I can't picture myself, with no one but you
And I think I got it right, this time

Oh Yeah

All of my life I've been lookin' for someone
Who believes in love the way I do
And I know I've make my share of big mistakes
But Girl I promise you

We can make this work out Baby, I know it's true
I can't picture myself, with no one but you
And I think I got it right, this time

True belivers always find each other
And here we are
Always knew that you were out there just waitin' on me
For me to find my way
Find my way to your heart
Oh Yeah

We can make this work out Baby, I know it's true
I can't picture myself, with no one but you
And I think I got it right, this time

After all the crazy days
I made it through
I can't picture myself with no one but you
And I think I got it right, this time
Oh Yeah